I wake up miserable some days. This has been the hardest month of my life. Every one's gone. I'm so angry.
I could leave my phone at home for hours, come home, and not have a single text, call, anything.
I DON'T WANT TO BE IN THIS MINDSET. THAT'S ALL THIS IS; A MINDSET.
I'm feeling this way because I let myself. I'm typically a happy person. I'm being dragged down; down to the bottom of the darkest, loneliest place I've ever been.
My heart hurts. Not just because of a person. But many, many other things. Plus realizing he's not changing his mind.
I wish I could just forget everyone. Please let me forget all I know.
I could take one thousand showers and never be clean.
Friday, January 29, 2010
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