I have realized that my life is changing. I know that when I graduate, I probably won't see my best friend much; I won't hear from my friends that want to know what the exam is going to be on; I'll make new friends. The ones that want to stay in my life will stay without question, without being forced, and one thousand percent just because they love my company just as much as I love theirs.
I wish things could be how they used to be. But wishing isn't going to take things back to two years ago, when I was on top of the world. I don't think I could live without being at least a little hopeful. I'm still breathing, so I have hope.
I'm weird. I'm coming to terms with that. There are days when I need to just sit in my room and think. I'm not always up for carrying a conversation. I need time to be bored and think about what's going on around me. If I don't do that, then I'll just live some fiction life.
I need to be knocked down to reality every now and then. I hope you don't mind.
I'm thankful for Britany. She shows me every day how important I am to her. Even if it is only a text that says, "I love you. You're my best friend. Goodnight." It means the world to me, just wanted you to know.
-If you really love me, then make that clear to me.-
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